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skorpio vixen
08 February 2010 @ 02:54 am
omfg  
ok ok i have to tell someone and there's nobody online and i think my bf feels awkward when i say something about it, so i'll tell you guys

OMFG TWINS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well that's it

ciao

- dsv
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skorpio vixen
09 December 2009 @ 06:13 pm
iou  
hey so

i'm avoiding doing a program so i just came by to tell you guys that i have a boyfriend now :)

he's on my class and he's really cool, oh and cute ^^. oh and he likes metallica...

well that's it. ooh yeah i'm going to a club on friday, dash berlin's gonna be playing so it's gonna be awesome

ok now that's really it so

ciaooo
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Current Location: dsv room
Current Mood: blah
Current Music: man on the run - dash berlin with cerf, mitiska & jaren
 
 
skorpio vixen
28 September 2009 @ 12:20 am
yeah ok

so, this is how stuff is right now

i'm going to class again, nobody speaks to me of course, why would they? i'm the only girl in class and i also started 3 days later cause i only go to some of the classes. i'm still at the same college...

my best friend, panda, decided that what he really wanted to study is music so he is going to this music school on the other side of town and we don't see each other anymore because you know school and homework and shit.

alan was in school but got expelled for some idiotic shit some other guy did.

i've been watching this tv series and it reminded me of stuff, things that happened to all of us, and i started paying atention to my reactions to what happened and i realized that i've become this angry person cause of everything that i've gone through. it may not be a lot but it sure as hell meant a lot. and then i remembered something that the school shrink said to me "you have a really big heart but you push people away by acting in a grotesque way so that they don't have a chance to hurt you". yeah she actually said that to me and i told her to fuck off, what a shock right?

i also realized looking back that my "hatred" towards by brother has a lot to do with that. you know? i looked back at high school and remembered how there was a lot of shit going on and how i wanted to just scape from it you know, just take the car and go wherever the road took me but hell i know better than that so i grabbed some friends and drove to a place quiet with nothing but nature and there for a few hours i could finally forget.

then college came, it was supposed to be good to be new, it was supposed to be the chance to forget about that girl that didn't love me back, about that friend that always the girl comes first for him, about all the drama from high school. but it wasn't, instead it was about how i still loved the girl, how i made bad choices, how standing up for myself got me to temporarily drop out because the teachers hated me and said i had an attitude problem, hell i even "got back" the girl which obviously wasn't meant to be.

so today around 2 hours ago i realized that i don't  wanna be that person who's pissed off all the time, i don't want to fight with my friends everytime i talk to them, and i certainly don't want to push people away anymore.

so i finally got that chance to start over, i don't have friends at school to worry about so i get full concentration in my studies. i don't have a girl or boy to be thinking about or worry if they like me or not. my friends they're all busy so i don't really fight with any of them ergo there's less drama. but whats really important here is that i want to change and i admit that i need help, that's why im going back to therapy so that i can finally let go of all the anger, resentment and hate that's in my heart.

i know that nobody reads this "journal" and if somebody does they don't give a crap about any of this but i just needed to let it out

so farewell lj people, have a good life

- Skorpio Vixen


The man in black fled across the desert, and the gunslinger followed.
- Stephen King.

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skorpio vixen
25 August 2009 @ 12:11 am
some news )
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skorpio vixen
18 August 2009 @ 02:04 pm
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skorpio vixen
28 June 2009 @ 09:01 pm
HGP  
happy gay pride day people
 
 
skorpio vixen
20 June 2009 @ 01:42 am
meme  
... )
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skorpio vixen
i'll be there for you, when the flames get any higher
when nothing fits and nothing seems right
till the very last breath of my life
I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU

i don't know i just wanted to post this



this guy is my best friend, he's pretty much the only one that's been with me through everything in my life

i love him

and well i just hate people that talk without really thinking what they're saying

anyway that's it so ciao

- piñata

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skorpio vixen
23 March 2009 @ 10:10 pm
iou  
so i haven't written in a long time mainly cause well i don't find this place interesting anymore but anyways i've nothing else to do so

hmm well last week i saw watchmen and i must say it's a really good movie, i loved it

oh yeah on important things:

i'm going to an arch enemy concert on may!!!!!! hell yeah!!!!!!

man i love arch enemy, they totally rule!!!!!!

yeah well i think that's it so

ciaooo
 
 
Current Location: dsv room
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: moonlight sonata - beethoven
 
 
skorpio vixen
09 February 2009 @ 01:43 pm
 
 
Current Location: panda's house
Current Mood: nervous
Current Music: megadeth - symphony of destruction
 
 
skorpio vixen
17 January 2009 @ 07:48 pm
taken from [info]ashley_regret

how the fuck could you do this to me? )
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Current Music: eminem - kim
 
 
skorpio vixen
23 December 2008 @ 12:04 am
so it's that time of the year again hu?

as usual here's a holiday image but this time i made it myself so i hope you like it

anyway




i think i should have re-sized it but honestly i forgot so you'll have to settle for this

anyway merry christmas

- HW (holy wars)

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skorpio vixen
but all that shit seems to disappear when i'm with you... )

sooo it's confirmed

there'll be a guitar hero metallica, kool right?

well i can't remember what else this post was about so

ciaooo

- HW
 
 
Current Location: dsv room
Current Mood: worried
Current Music: him - the funeral of hearts
 
 
skorpio vixen
11 November 2008 @ 07:58 pm
DIRECTIONS:
* reply to this post with the word MEME and I will pick six of your icons.

* make a post (including this info) and talk about the icons I chose.
* other people can then comment to you and make their own posts.
* this will create a never ending cycle of icon glee.


[info]rei_cookie chose this ones

   made by [info]mcity . i just love those dudes running around, i tend to do the same XD

   i just love stewie, he ownz

   made by [info]missygayyy . he's just lovely

   what can i say? i just LOVE that thing

a great game with dante the ubber hottie in it uuuu and nero let's not forget about nero hahaha

  he's just sooooo CUTE *w*

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skorpio vixen
04 November 2008 @ 01:24 pm
so i started dating this kid right?

we love each other so we thought why not?

we were good and stuff and then his mother found out about us and she doesn't want me anywhere near her son

so obviously i can't go to his place anymore which is totally fucked up cause my boyfriend also happens to be panda's brother

so yeah i'm not welcomed at their house anymore u_u

anyway i just needed to vent

i'll hang in there 'til i can't stand it anymore

oh cause let me tell you that today i found out that my bf is not even allowed to go out with panda anymore

so only god knows when we'll see each other

anyway that's all

ciao
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Current Music: staind - it's been a while
 
 
skorpio vixen
16 October 2008 @ 08:35 pm
so i haven't post lately mostly cause i have nothing to say but i found myself in the need to write this

so i met an amazing girl. a girl that made me happier than i ever even imagined i could be

then we became girlfriend & girlfriend and she was all i could think of

every second of the day i thought of her, i often found myself drifting off to my own universe thinking about her

we were happy

and then it all ended

for whatever reasons i will not say (cause it's not my place to tell them) it ended

so what i wanted to ask this wonderful girl is if maybe when this whole thing has blown over maybe we could be friends again?

i know it's almost a sure thing i won't get an answer but i wanted to ask anyway

maybe she doesn't even read this anymore but she's worth the try
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skorpio vixen
07 September 2008 @ 09:02 pm
my xbox 360 died today

*sniff*

rest in peace my good friend...



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Current Music: slipknot - 'til we die
 
 
skorpio vixen
22 August 2008 @ 09:49 pm
i'm going crazy

everything's going right to hell

i don't know what the fuck i'm supposed to do anymore
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Current Music: slipknot - gehenna
 
 
skorpio vixen
today i saw wanted and man i'm in love

it's fucking awesome!! and the dude gets hot at the end ^^ lol

no but seriously i loved it

anyway i'll go to bed now...

oh yeah today i dyed my hair and if i may say so myself i look hot hahaha XDD

ok so...

ciaooo!!
 
 
Current Location: dsv world
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: none
 
 
 
 

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